vixenstarlight

Hey boys and girls im back well i have a new freind on this web site so thats awsome and my lifes going great i hope your christmas was merry nad your familys didnt kill each other so have a wongerful night and see ya

hello everyone ive returned its been a long time hasnt it i come to you now a changed person i have become stronger but more lonley i seem to fight for a cause i dont approve of i am a too lin a bigger picture and my sole duty is to protect i wish i would of known what the future would of held in the past because it would have been diffrent than it is now im so tired of fighting and losing the fight my heart aches as i bleed for others who do not return the favor im thinking about this summer going to a far away place to figure my self out because i cant do it here im lost and i need to find my self and i need to find that part of me fast im

im lonley once again funny isnt it even with a room full of pepole i may not be the only one to feel this but if there are others show me there souls and ask them does life matter if they say yes they are not my kind the pepole like me are driven by few emotions, memories,and a mask of there own creation to fit there lives i created a world that i sufferd and i let no one into my frozen hell so i burn in ice cold fires alone as i always have pepole tell me be greatful for what i have i am but dont have to love my life or want it to do that this is a wish i heard from a freind this was there wish to die:toucher me first then burn me watch me s